Dates… so many important dates that have pasted since starting this blog.
Today is different. I feel the need to write. So bare with me. I just want fast forward in the story…………
At the start of the new year I had given myself a month. And give up for good.
January 26th 2012
Typical Thursday, woke up at 5 running late to work as usual and by late I mean not clocking in 15 minutes early. The weather was about the same as today a Louisiana January day. It was close to 2pm. Thinking: COME ON 2:30!!!!! TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!
I remember it like yesterday, (Just like the phone call in 2000)
Got up from my desk and walked as fast as could to the bathroom shaking, stood in front of the mirror like I had stood in front of a picture so many times before. Cried…….. As if that would change the past and make it not seem real. I’d always knew the day could possibly come……
January 26th 2012 was the day I found out she was real and only 12 years too late!
#1 saddest and happiest day of my life.
How both???? Because there is STILL more to come… even 3 years later..
“We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we’re curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.”